frayed1989
24 November 2014 @ 01:03 am
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NOTE 10/05/09:
If you are looking for my works of fan fiction, you are in the wrong place. Please watch [livejournal.com profile] justdepends for updates on fan fiction. Please do not ask to be a friend if you're just want to read my fan fiction. IF YOU DO NOT COMMENT HERE ASKING TO BE A FRIEND I WILL NOT KNOW YOU HAVE ADDED ME AND THEREFORE WILL NOT ADD YOU. Thanks!
 
 
Current Music: A Decade Under the Influence - Taking Back Sunday
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frayed1989
24 February 2013 @ 10:40 am
fan fic: supernatural: fingers tap into what we were once (4/?) [pg13]  
Title: Fingers Tap Into What We Were Once
Series: Supernatural
Author: [livejournal.com profile] frayed1989
Chapters: 4/?
Characters/Pairing: Dean/Castiel, Dean/Anna, Castiel/Balthazar, Past Castiel/Crowley, Past Anna/Crowley,
Rating: R18 [PG13 for this chapter]
Warnings: Infidelity, Minor Character Death, Adult Language, and Sexual Content.
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural. It belongs to its creators and the network that runs it. No copyright infringement intended.
A/N: So I'm still in the process of writing chapter five- don't worry, I do plan on having it finished in time for next week's update. Again thank you for your time in reading this WIP and for leaving feedback. I am very appreciative.
Feedback: Always welcomed and loved. Flames however are not.

Summary: Human!AU. Castiel never expected to see Dean again, the man from one marvelous one-night stand. However when Dean walks back into Castiel’s life on the arm of his twin sister, Anna, a year later, Castiel’s world is turned upside down as he realizes just how much Dean affects him. UPDATES SUNDAYS

Chapter Three:
LJ | AO3 | FF.NET
 
 
frayed1989
15 October 2010 @ 12:05 am
fan art: supernatural: the beginning of the end  
Title: The Beginning of the End
Series: Supernatural
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] frayed1989
Characters: Dean and Castiel
Rating: G for cuddling!.
Warnings: None.
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural. It belongs to its creators and the network that runs it. No copyright infringement intended.
A/N: I figure this is set during the 5.04 the end verse right when Castiel turns human but before he really spirals downwards in the drugs, alcohol, and sex when Dean still has a bit of hope and Castiel still has faith in him. Kind of the calm before the storm. Or it could something totally happier, perhaps an AU where Cas and Dean are married or something. It's up to you! Enjoy!
Feedback: Always welcomed and loved. Flames however are not.



image behind the cut )
 
 
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frayed1989
16 January 2010 @ 11:36 pm
Like many other fandom fanatics out there in the world, I have offered up my writing talents to help this awesome cause, [livejournal.com profile] help_haiti. It's a fandom auction where you purchase goods (art, fics, etc.) from other fandom peeps and all the proceeds go to three charities dedicated to helping Haiti get back on track.

Here's my thread if any of you are interested.

If what I'm offering isn't what you're looking for, make sure to check through other threads and see if there's anything you might want/like but remember that this is for a good cause. Oh hey, offer up your own services!

Hope to see everyone get involved at least one way or another!
 
 
frayed1989
21 December 2009 @ 09:33 pm
fan art: supernatural: dean/cas book cover idea 01  
Title: Book Cover Idea 01
Series: Supernatural
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] frayed1989
Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Rating: PG for blood.
Warnings: None.
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural. It belongs to its creators and the network that runs it. No copyright infringement intended.
A/N: An idea for the [livejournal.com profile] picture2words project I'm taking part of. Definitely will not be the book cover I will submit (you won't see it till the projects done) but it's getting me geared up to create it. Sam will also be in the final version of this. So yeah! Enjoy the castiel!whump.
Feedback: Always welcomed and loved. Flames however are not.



full image here )
 
 
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Current Music: taking back sunday
 
 
frayed1989
07 December 2009 @ 09:34 pm
revelation!  
or more like a fandom realization/possibility. spoiler for 5.08 of supernatural so do not read if you haven't seen it and don't want to be spoiled )
 
 
frayed1989
29 November 2009 @ 08:56 pm
Fan Fic: Supernatural: Thankful [PG]  
Title: Thankful
Series: Supernatural
Author: [personal profile] frayed1989
Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Rating: PG
Warnings: Character Death
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural. It belongs to its creators and the network that runs it. No copyright infringement intended.
A/N: Companion piece to If I Had the Time to Tell You Everything, I Would. Castiel’s perspective.
Feedback: Always welcomed and loved. Flames however are not.

Summary: Companion to If I Had the Time to Tell You Everything, I Would. Castiel says goodbye.

( You don’t have any regrets, not really. You don’t regret turning your back on your brothers, don’t regret going against Heaven and Hell by following him. )
 
 
frayed1989
29 November 2009 @ 03:14 am
Fan Fic: Supernatural: If I Had the Time to Tell You Everything, I Would [PG]  
Title: If I Had the Time to Tell You Everything, I Would
Series: Supernatural
Author: [personal profile] frayed1989
Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Rating: PG
Warnings: Character Death
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural. It belongs to its creators and the network that runs it. No copyright infringement intended.
A/N: This is a very angsty fic. It's also done in a POV that I've never attempted to do before. You've been warned.
Feedback: Always welcomed and loved. Flames however are not.

Summary: The Apocalypse takes away more than just lives, but time too.

( Sometimes the world moves too fast while you’re stuck, trying to process simply your breath fanning out into the cold frigid air, a cloud that proves your existence, proves that you’re alive. )
 
 
frayed1989
18 November 2009 @ 06:26 pm
Fan Fic: Supernatural: Right [NC17]  
Title: Right
Series: Supernatural
Author: [personal profile] frayed1989
Recipient: [profile] prettypsycho
Pairing: Dean/Castiel.
Rating: NC17
Warnings: Spoilers for Season 4.
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural. It belongs to its creators and the network that runs it. No copyright infringement intended.
A/N: Written for [community profile] deancastiel's Renegade Angels Exchange.
Prompt: Fallen!FirstTime!Castiel, something quiet fluffy but not so saccharine to give you a toothache.
Feedback: Always welcomed and loved. Flames however are not.

Summary: A recently fallen Castiel must learn how to be human.

( The earth did not shake, nor did it give to the sudden impact of flesh and bone. )
 
 
frayed1989
02 July 2009 @ 01:56 pm
New Supernatural Fan Fiction Archive  
Created a new Supernatural fan fiction archive yesterday/today. Did it after realizing that except for livejournal and fanfiction.net, there are limited places to find Supernatural fan fiction- which is strange considering that the fans are freaking dedicated to the show. So I figured I'd create a Quidditch Pitch-like archive for all Supernatural fans- meaning all forms of fan fiction is welcome - except RP. At least for now. We'll see what happens later on. :)

 
 
frayed1989
21 June 2009 @ 10:27 am
Premade Layouts: Castiel/Walk Through Hell  
Premade layouts are available. If ordered, they will be edited to depict your site name and a few other details (such as lyrics, color, and codes). They are available either coded or uncoded and are free.


Castiel;


Walk Through Hell;

( Rules & Order Form )
 
 
frayed1989
16 June 2009 @ 04:19 pm
Fanmix: You Save Oceans  
Title: You Save Oceans
Author: [personal profile] frayed1989
Genre and/or Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Spoilers: n/a.
Notes: Third installment of my fanmix creations. Enjoy.



download and tracklist here @ [community profile] justdepends
 
 
frayed1989
09 June 2009 @ 09:59 pm
icons: icons100 challenge  
Claim: Supernatural: Castiel
Batch: Batch#2 (011-024)
Additonal Notes: Spoilers for ALL of Season 4. The usual rules that are given at the bottom of the post. Enjoy!


. teasers .


available @ [community profile] ready2drown
 
 
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frayed1989
01 June 2009 @ 09:57 pm
Fan Fic: Supernatural: Narcolepsy (6/?) [PG-13]  
Title: Narcolepsy
Chapter: 6/?
Series: Supernatural
Author: [personal profile] frayed1989
Pairing: Dean/Castiel, Sam/Ruby implied.
Rating: R overall, PG13 for this chapter
Warnings: Spoilers up to 4.16, angst, violence, and slash.
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural. It belongs to its creators and the network that runs it. No copyright infringement intended. I do not own the lyrics to Narcolepsy. They're written by Third Eye Blind.
A/N: Next installment is finally here! Sorry it took so damn long. I could give you all my excuses but I figure you'd rather just read it instead. Enjoy!
Feedback: Always welcomed and loved. Flames however are not.

Summary: The Winchesters visit a town which seems to suffer the nightmares of a narcoleptic. Can the boys save them or will it be the last straw for Dean?

Previous Chapters Here

Chapter Six:
And I hold my breath till it’s more than I can take
And I close my eyes and dream that I’m awake…


( “Wait a minute. Did you just say a seal?” Dean frowned, his brows pulled together as he leaned towards the angel as if it might help him understand better. )
 
 
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frayed1989
31 May 2009 @ 08:45 pm
update say what?  
figured i'd give brief explanation to where/what i've been doing. for the past two weeks, i've been busy not only working, but also revamping both my site, justdepends.com, and my sister's site, two worlds. today i finally finished my sister's site so both sites are up and ready for your viewing.

justdepends.com is also currently taking applications for both affiliates and for those who would like to be hosted at my site. so, if you're a friend and you already have a site, please consider applying for an affiliate spot (i've got none) or if you would like a site to showcase your work (fiction/graphics/resources/etc.) apply and you could get one for free! check it out.

so i still have to revamp my online portfolio and my layout/fanlisting collective and then i'll be done on the website front except for the regular updates. you can definitely expect an update to Narcolepsy this week along with more icons for my castiel icon100 challenge. so keep and eye out!

that's pretty much it. tomorrow megan and i get to start painting the guest/computer/library hybrid room. i'm pretty excited. :)
 
 
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Current Music: spring awakening
 
 
frayed1989
27 May 2009 @ 10:16 am
 
sorry for not updating in a while. been too busy at work and working on my site (and watching veronica mars) to do much of anything else. i know. i suck.

anyways, the real reason why i am posting...

it is official. i'm going to see blink 182 the summer. august 13, hersher park, star pavillion, section b, row 20, seats 12 & 13. OMFG.

after august 13, i will be able to die having lived a fulfilled life.
 
 
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frayed1989
19 May 2009 @ 01:03 pm
justdepends and dreamwidth codes  
currently revamping my site justdepends.com so that it looks like its dreamwidth and livejournal components (is that the right word? i don't think so but you get what i mean). this also means switching from fanupdate (which was seriously horrible- i don't recommend it to anyone) to cutenews which so far has been wonderful and it's so much easier to code rather than wordpress which just confuses me.

so after, revamping justdepends i'll then move onto my portfolio site one great city! and make it an actual portfolio for my works. and you can bet the summer will be spent revamping the entire justdepends franchise (i run a lot of sites including two fanlistings) along with also getting my sister's portfolio site up finally. (been failing at that since last summer)

which also reminds me, i have TWO dreamwidth codes so if you want one, hit me up and i'll let you know what's up. i tried and failed to give my sister one but she won't take it as she states she barely uses her livejournal anyways (she doesn't use it, but i do try especially since she writes and i know she'd get a lot of good feedback if she posted them up at some livejournal communities but whatever)

so i think that's it for now. hopefully a new chapter of narcolepsy will surface sometime this week along with some icons. we'll see. i still have to clean my room, put away all the stuff i brought back from towson and of course, there's work. anyways, fact is be on the lookout!
 
 
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Current Music: spring awakening
 
 
frayed1989
14 May 2009 @ 10:11 pm
4.22 Supernatural Review  
i am soo at a loss for words it's not even funny. but still, small review. soo...

cut for spoilers 4.22 of supernatural )
 
 
frayed1989
13 May 2009 @ 07:53 pm
chain me-oooh, chain me free  
new layout yet again! i promise to still with this one for a long time as i believe i am now finally settled in here at dreamwidth. well. almost. i still need to set up just depends but that can hold off for another day.

in other news it's finals week this week. tomorrow i have a history take home final exam due at midnight, friday an art history exam, and monday a sculpture exam. luckily all huge projects are done and turned in, meaning i've gotten a bit of a break both yesterday and today. tomorrow it'll be back to hittin' the books to finish up the semester. by time time monday, i'll be officially done with my sophomore year of college. yay! and now you know the reason as to why i haven't updated with anything juicy. fear not! the usual fair with resume sometime next week. i'm thinking tuesday.

so yes. i do love zachary quinto. and yes. it is a very physical love. as most of my love is with celebrities. mark hoppus is possibly the only exception as his crazy frequent twitter updates make me feel as if i actually know him which i don't.

star trek was BEAST and i plan to see it again sometime soon. in fact, both my sister and i feel compelled to drag our mother to it and will probably do so sometime in the upcoming week. depends on my work schedule and all. saturday is the chili chook off which i'm very excited about because third eye blind will be preforming and it'll be my first time seeing them live! some other bands are playing (i really only remember papa roach and teb) but my main reason is third eye blind so i'm happy.

that's pretty much it in the way of updates. hopefully next week will see some graphics and an update to my fan fic Narcolepsy. Here's to hoping. So far my plans for this week/weekend/next week is to finish finals, move out of millennium hall, and clean/organize my room at home as it's a complete mess. after all that is done, i'll definitely post more often.

oh! i will also be purchasing a new desktop this summer hopefully. i'll be getting a mac of course, and i've already determined that i'll get the mac pro quad-processor and with all the specs i want, it'll come to about 3 grand with tax and that's not including a monitor. i'll probably by that at best buys and save about 400 right there. my mom has agreed to help me buy it but that's because she'll be getting my desktop (a 6/7yr old dell) in return. and that just makes me uber excited because it means not only will i have a kick ass desktop that runs smoothly but i'll also be able to play sims3 when it comes out! that's right! sims3 will be able to run on a mac too! i stoked.

right. i'm off.

p.s. please comment with your top 5 hottest celebs. mine are:
1. mark hoppus
2. misha collins
3. zachary quinto
4. matthew mcfadden (pride & prejudice)
5. alan rickman (sense & sensibility)
 
 
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Current Music: the matches
 
 
frayed1989
08 May 2009 @ 04:19 pm
update on the painting front  
so tuesday i finished my self portrait painting and yesterday i began my castiel painting. figured i'd show you the progress since i got some nice comments from my last post. anyways, enjoy! :)

carry on my wayward son... )

Saw Star Trek today. It was vicious and I recommend it to EVERYONE, even if you aren't big on Star Trek (the shows). Now I'm off to work from 5-10. My stomach's acting up and when I get home tonight, I'll be busting my ass so I can finish that painting so I can do my 4th tomorrow. Wish me luck!